I hate being the backup. I hate being what I am. I hate being...ol reliable so to speak. If your other friends don't work out, you can always fall back on Ray. Give him a few pity calls, chill with him once or twice a month, and that should keep em happy for a while. Lets find anyone but him to make a good friend. I just wish I wasn't me sometimes. Why can't I be Nick? Everybody fuckin loves Nick, hes a cool guy and i luv the guy. But shit its just so frustrating cuz I'll never be luved like he is, not by anyone. He's got a g/f who luvs him as much as he luvs her. And hes got all these best friends, who love him so much, and im sitting on bal